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I called the hospital and I told them I couldn't go. It is consultation with the doctor. I thought it is blood test. I think the last time (1st time) I went to the doctor was taking the blood test. I don't want to go to consultation because I have sleeping issues yesterday and I have sleeping issues for a few days. I told them I have sleeping issues for a few days and I have sleeping issues yesterday. I told them to tell the doctor I am sorry. The next appointment will be on 4th November 2:20 pm I don't think I can go because I have to tell the doctor about the incident and whatever that lead up to the incident and other things and I am not ready to talk about it. And they said they are not sure if there will be a blood test. They said they cannot advise the patient (me, from what I heard) about what the doctor said or something like that I couldn't word the things that I had to do at the KKH Women's and Children's Tower for consultation for the 1st time because...

At first, I was sleepy, and I closed my eyes. I thought I slept. But at one point, I turned around and felt like I didn't sleep. Before that, I did what I did to recover, spiritually. Then I woke up and went to pee. Then I did what I did to recover, spiritually. Then I went to sleep. I dreamt. It was a weird dream. In the dream, I dreamt that a guy masturbated me. Then I was conscious (it felt like it) and then he looked at me and then I dreamt of masturbating myself. Then I was conscious (it felt like it) and then I felt I was feeling conscious and I thought I was masturbating myself for real. The dream went on. I dreamt of seeing my other classmates in class and that I was in school. And then I woke up. Turns out I wasn't masturbating myself. Then I went to pee. I saw the clock and it was 6 am. Prob I saw the clock outside. Then I went to pee. I put on minyak wangi and then I recited Al-Fatiha and 3 Kul and I wiped it all over my body. I also recited Ayatul Kursi and the doa ...