How my night on Tuesday night was like (going to Wednesday)
At first, I was sleepy, and I closed my eyes. I thought I slept. But at one point, I turned around and felt like I didn't sleep. Before that, I did what I did to recover, spiritually. Then I woke up and went to pee. Then I did what I did to recover, spiritually. Then I went to sleep. I dreamt. It was a weird dream. In the dream, I dreamt that a guy masturbated me. Then I was conscious (it felt like it) and then he looked at me and then I dreamt of masturbating myself. Then I was conscious (it felt like it) and then I felt I was feeling conscious and I thought I was masturbating myself for real. The dream went on. I dreamt of seeing my other classmates in class and that I was in school. And then I woke up. Turns out I wasn't masturbating myself. Then I went to pee. I saw the clock and it was 6 am. Prob I saw the clock outside. Then I went to pee. I put on minyak wangi and then I recited Al-Fatiha and 3 Kul and I wiped it all over my body. I also recited Ayatul Kursi and the doa before going to sleep. This is the last message I send to you Because I blew it, the minyak wangi is all over my body. I thought it would help me. I thought it would help me to sleep. I could sleep but tak sedar. Then I woke up and pee. Then I tried to go to sleep, but I could only rest.
(I could not process and write the incident well because it is 3 am, and the jin is strongest at 3 am, I feel it controls me, and I couldn't do anything about it. But I have recited 9 Audzu earlier on in the day. It helped to protect me, and I do feel it protects me)
On Wednesday, I had an appointment to go to, which was at IMH, Clinic C.
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